Before falling in love with me, you must know about the constant meltdowns, and the nights of endless tears. You must know about my damaged heart, and my broken soul. You must know about my need for your love, as well as my distant personality and constant fear of losing you. And know about my terrible fear of being physically close to someone, and the way I I am ashamed of my body. You must know what cowardly, insecure and low self-esteem person I’m.
But once you fall in love with that part of me, you can fall in love with my tender smile and warm embrace. You can fall in love with the way I’ll warm your hands in mine, and tickle your feet with my toes. You can fall in love with the way I’ll make you soup when you’re sick, and how I’ll kiss you when you get hurt. Fall in love with the way I laugh, and the soft spoken words of encouragement I’ll give to you. You can either fall in love with me as a whole, or not love me at all.
Anonymous said: Its always dificult trying to find the perfect person. Hopefully someday you'll find someone special who may interest you. I get a sense of bewilderment feeling as mentioned and not knowing when you'll be able to find that one person who satisfies you. May i ask where you're from?
haha bewilderment may be the right desciption of it, and I’m from Australia. French is an amazing language btw =)
Anonymous said: Ye indeed. Im from Frânce and the way you prompt your feelings through the photos you blog appears to be like your in some bewilderment relationship so i was curious..
I’m not sure I’m all that alone being in bewilderment about my relationships but it’s been personally hard to form relationships where I felt like I had real chemistry with another person where in every moment I would feel like I needed them and they needed me, I guess that’s the point where you find the person you want to marry. I think I’ve also been spoilt about how I think people should be based on all the things I’ve seen on the internet like my standards of what is normal is way too high. I really don’t like that about myself and really try to find it in myself to just go with it and dive into something completely new and random. I’d really love someone out there to just take me and go do something crazy or someone out there that I could bring to do something like that. Maybe I’m expecting too much that my life could be a scene from a movie but in reality theres a lot we don’t see in the movies.
what do you interpret thought the pictures that I post?